This was the first time again that we meet again after we graduate. We miss each other.
All these years, I’ve been friendly since I went on college last 4 years. I remember the days that I hate seeing people, I hate meeting new people ‘cause I’m not that friendly just like the others. As I grow older, I realized a lot of things that I should make myself more friendly rather than sticking myself from the same people I’ve encountered in my life. There’s a lot of people here in the world and meeting new people is fun and having new friends is really good to ourselves.
Since then, I always accepting new friends, and I admit that it feels so good when someone wants to be your friend but as the time flies they get colder, sometimes in no reason but sometime I know that they have something in their life worth attention with. I know this sounds so clingy but based on what I heard from someone “Friendship is like a relationship.”, that for me is true. It’s frustrating that when they get colder from you and such no reason and leave you all behind. Sometimes, I know it’s because of me, because of my attitude, I think? But before things get worst, God knows that I’ve tried a lot before they have decide to just end the friendship but sometimes it has to end like that.
It’s really hard to find a friend who’s really there for you, it’s really hard to met a friend that’s transparent to his/her feelings. It’s quite hard.
Before summer season came we already felt the heat of the summer sun, that unbearable summer heat. Everyone’s ranting about how heat the sun is, sweats all over the body especially in the afternoon that even in the evening the hotness of the weather can still feel. As I remembered before, the maximum degrees of heat we always have in Metro Manila is 34 to 35 degree celsius. But now we always on a 36 to 37 degree celsius heat. Could you imagine how heat is that? I couldn’t imagine how the Tuguegarao’s endure the heat they have. This is the problem with the country that has tropical weather.
Since yesterday we experienced gusty rain showers that made of us feel cold for the mean time. As I’ve seen in the social medias now, everyone still wanting to rain fro a long time at least to ease the hotness of the weather we have. I still hope to rain a little bit more, please.
Campaign posters all over the streets of Caloocan City. Politicians are so annoying as fuck. As I grow up I realized a lot of things from these people. Ang babait nila at ang tatamis ng mga salita kapag ganitong panahon pero pagkatapos ng election yung mga pinangako nila sa tao halos hindi nila matupad. Parang supply ng tubig na marami namang nakalaan para sa mga nasasakupan kaso patak patak nalang nakakamtam ng mga tao. I’m just so disappointed to the kind of politics we had, they kept on making a lot of covered courts that is not so necessary, the roads also, yung tipong okay pa naman kaso ginagawa na naman. I kept on saying this na “Sana naman wag sila mga nagpapayaman lang sa posisyon na meron sila, kase maraming tao rin ang umaasa sakanila na baka sakaling may magbago nga.” But as everyone says that we are who’s making the path in our lives. “Nasa diyos ang awa nasa tao ang gawa.” Kaya wag tayo masyado umasa sa mga pulitiko na ‘yan, hindi tayo uunlad kung dedepende lang tayo sakanila.
Since I graduated last April 18, 2013, everyone’s asking if I’m looking for a job already but I always answering the question that “I’m not yet looking for a job right now.”.
I have this reasons why I’m not looking for a job right now.
- I want to spend more time with my friends, ‘cause having quality time with them while I’m not working yet is really matters to me. I always want to enjoy my remaining teenage years ‘cause a less than a month from now I’m turning 20, and all I want to do is make the most out of my reaming teenage years.
- This summer would be the last 2 months summer vacation I would have since sooner I’m no longer a student and only students and teachers were only experiencing that. And this summer, my family is planning to have our summer vacay at Papa’s hometown at Bicol at the last of May.
- A rest. I should have that but I don’t really know why. Hahaha.
All I want now is to enjoy the remaining month that I have before I really welcome myself from the world of professionals.
My graduation party at Ate Keng’s house at Antipolo.
Finally, the long wait to march and to graduate from a Bachelors Degree we take is over.
Yesterday, is our last rehearsal for our graduation, we enjoyed the remaining quality time with my classmates. Everything seems so unreal, until now we can’t still believe that we’re graduating now after 4 years of struggling ourselves studying. Hahaha.